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oops i think i just dropped something but dont know what it is. sounded like some ball.. uh oh. hope its nothing belonging to jie or i and is just crap. otherwise i surely die one!
mrawr, this is bad. i have nothing substantial to blog about!
ok. erm. OOH. friday night was rather fun. ahha. was out with jie's lovely friends who are all very nice people. :D as usual i thought chris was just a perfect gentleman and very nice lah. and guess what. HES MY DIDI NOW! :DD. sorry wrong. repeat repeat. CHRISTANG IS MY OFFICIALLY MY XIAODIDI! ;D
yup and zhangfan was very cute! ahha. i think she should meet all my guy friends and they'll all be smitten by her natural charm lor :D okay im starting to get a bit disgusting. haha. but i think that night she was damn tired? haha. jie said she's normally very giggly and high. but she was quite quiet thruout the night imo. lol but i was obviously quieter cuz i was almost overcome by exhaustion by nightfall. eh i got up the earliest among all of them ok...ahha. and in the afternoon was baking cookies for chris! :D im glad he has confidence in my baking skills =) i think hes the only one who believes i can bake lor. i think its ranked fourth in my list of the proudest things i possess or can do in my life lor. =) currently at least.
and junyang was uh quite uhhhhh charming i guess. LOL OK DONT POKE ME FOR TYPING THIS! i hardly mean it but i cant find a better word to describe him at the moment! later i'll correct myself if my language proficiency permits it. :D as in he was just engaging in the stuff he was saying. and very nice too lah. i dont know how to put it. i think he made the best effort in not leaving me out in conversations. future doctor ay. ahha. quite cool. oh he was nice only until this particular dont know who dont know what weird guy kept like. trying to pick a fight with him lah. quite irritating LOL. but jy preserved his cool and continued to answer back without any evidence of aggression or strain in his tone. lol whereas for the other party... hahah. ok end of my remarks :D
eating at jack's place was quite shiok. lack of ambience but the food was yummy. especially the jacket potato with LOTS OF DRESSING! or CONDIMENTS! lol whatever you call it lah. oh is it topping lol. -_- Pei Liao. :D yupyup bacon bits and sour cream. the Love x3 wanna go back for more! uhmm the chicken i had was quite tough and not enjoyable to eat. went to cut a slice for the person sitting opposite me. but when i tried to put it on his plate by using a knife, it kind of like. slipped off the knife and landed on the table. ugh YOU DONT KNOW HOW PAISEH I WAS! i think everyone at the table was staring at me cuz it made a sound when it dropped on the table. i was really. *peng* paiseh paiseh like mad! T_T but damn wasted lah. i cut the best slice with the most ham inside can or nottt.. he picked it up easily with his cutlery and placed it on a small plate adjacent to his dish.
but moments later when i looked up again, the piece of meat was nowhere to be found. only realized later from him that he'd eaten it up despite the table being dirty and everything! was just. touched lor....
yep after dinner passed chris his cookies while the rest gave him his bday gift they all shared to get him. bermudas and a belt! lol. nice nice altho i lied when i said the berms were damn nice. LOL OOPS. i just thot it was quite erm punkish. i think im using the word wrongly but doesnt matter.
yup then thats about it! happy belated birthday again anyway chris xiaodi ;D
yesterday was a blast! no just kidding. lol. went to practise chinese at changi airport and it was damn unproductive lah! haha. expected ba. watched the guard post at tampines mall later on. and its a damn screwed up movie. dont watch it. gory crap and not worth your money. the storyline was plain stupid too! ok moral of the story just dont watch it lah ok. its a bad bad atrocious movie.
okay then the day ended. and so does my entry. today is such a sleepy day!
20:11
in the library after school, she finally showed me her blog! :DDDD touched that i was the first to see it, or maybe second or third. ugh i dont know. but her post dedicated to me was just so heartwarming. =) BFF YO! :DD and by the way, you can tag if you want to. hahaha. Not like im forcing you to tag or anything. Its just that if you dont, i'll just give you a Poke. :D Harmless one.
yep was waiting for our group interview for selection into the industrial attachment at changi general hospital for a longg while. actually in the meantime i was kept busy reading up about radiology-related stuff which i was quite, surprisingly, fascinated about! btw did you know that CT scans and MRI stand for computed tomography and magnetic resonance imaging respectively! hah! i bet you didnt. but it was just quite interesting to read about those stuff. maybe i could be a radiologist in future and get myself radiated :D and i'll be a source of J-Ray radiation or something! Woah pretty cool dont you think!
yesyes so at 3.30pm our interview timeslot finally arrived. and charmaine dear and i went to e1-1 together for it. lol met several others outside the classroom, including an irritant and charm's classmate. i was so pisst at the pest when charmaine was telling me about it. just felt like grabbing some insecticide and spraying it at her on the spot lah. for being such an. irritant. woah sorry im out of adjectives and ridiculous nouns to swear at ppl today. so anyway throughout the interview the irritant was pissing me off continuously. as i put it in an sms, i felt like just stuffing my entire fist into her mouth. she was just spouting retarded things about herself. making herself out to be some perfect goddess just right for the attachment or something! uGH her arrogance and uber lack of modesty just disgusts me! like totally!!! even my being ultra bimbotic at times doesnt beat her 99.9% boastfulness!!! irritating!
anyway after she presented her very long speech of good stuff to say about herself, including a part on she being hardworking, and having attended many many attachments and courses everywhere. and her willingness to give ideas to cgh to improve their system and whatsoever, i was like DIAO DIAO DIAO alr like totally sweat drop sweat drop like whole floor covered with sweat alr. and i so wanted to say my piece lah. but right after her charmaine's classmate interjected and i was forced to wait till i got my turn. so finally, i said: well actually i dont think im as noble as the previous two, directly staring at the irritant. but........ *and carried on with my real reason of course*
hah, i think the word i used wasnt very appropriate but it was the best i could think of. heh. i think i successfully got back at her in my heart lah. but i bet her tiny brain couldn't pick it up as an insult to her tho it was kinda in the face. lol! damn fun. but you know when the interview was about to end, the interviewers asked her for her promotional examination results? THEN I WAS LIKE CURSING MENTALLY LAH! lol wth. it sure made it seem like she'd be first on the list to get in or something. cuz the teacher only asked her for her grades, not the rest of us! -.- i was just pisst. how could anyone even think of selecting such an arrogant toot to represent mj in an attachment outside school? totally ridiculous. to think she got chosen for a particular overseas attachment and stole the place of my beloved in some local research programme. totally piss me off.
WOOPS! okay piss me off only that sickening irritant. :D okay im done being a beach. :X woops! lol.
anyway, amazingly, an hour after the interview ended when i was home, i received a call on my mobile phone. and i find it really HILARIOUS that i got chosen! like FWOAH. lady luck shining on me today or something? i seriously thought i screwed up the interview by choice. and i thought one of the interviewers didnt like my qb face cuz she was staring at me for some time before the interview actually commenced. lol. guess i was wrong. but maybe my retarded jokes that nobody laughed at somehow did the trick and made them choose me? nevertheless i'll do mj proud by displaying my best behaviour at cgh during the attachment. and i wont resemble even a bit of the ass of the retard, continually boasting about myself and disgracing my school in the presence of the medical professionals. not even in front of anyone else. yes. haha. oh but i still think i was probably one of the last to really be selected for the programme lah. considering how retarded the things i said during the interview were. woah come to think of it... i think i kind of put shame to myself hahaha cuz i was just being a spastic thing! when they asked the typical question of why i applied for the attachment, i said honestly speaking its because my friend asked me to...... but OF COURSE i continued saying my actual reason lah. haha.
okay just hope that charmaine got selected too, so i wont be alone in this! AND also i hope that the $%^&* pest wont get in as well. although there are high chances that she would get in. mrawr. ok i'll find out tomorrow.
hmmm after that spastic incident i had with the interviewers i went to run around my neighbourhood at around 6+. actually i hardly ran. something's wrong with my stamina haha. so i walked almost the entire distance i wanted to cover. well at least i completed what i wanted to :D was thinking a lot about life in general, reflecting about some other stuff in my life and thinking of other small and inconspicuous things i never noticed in my life.
lol the houses i walked past were damn beautiful. uhm most of them at least. haha. they were all so magnificently huge and some even looked like homes imagined from fairytales. i wanna live in a house like that in future. but i think it'll be damn tiring cleaning the whole big thing every other day. so maybe its a no no. a condo would be nice though? got swimming pool and gym and other sports facilities very fun! although i'll never get to use them cuz the most i'll ever do in a condo is stay home and play computer games all day? HOHOHO! no really, im not that much of a geek despite having the meek appearance of one. but yupyup. maybe when i get older and wiser with age, i'd have enough financial assets and received sufficient monetary benefits from insurance and everything to buy a house for myself. :D and grow old and die there on my own, assuming i do not have a soulmate to accompany me in my final days of living. in the last few miserable days of my life, lived within a soft shell of irreversible crumples and black spots and ambling through my empty home feebly in search for keys to get out to get some fresh air. aye no thats with the assumption that i can still walk at that age. hmm.
and then i saw this elderly lady with her hair filled with greys watering plants in her garden. i dont know why i think i pitied her. i wanted to just walk closer to her home and say ni hao ma to her and perhaps that would brighten up her day. but i didnt. i simply observed her from outside, continually watering a potted plant and seeing the water overflow from the pot. maybe it was her choice, but how could anyone just bear to see her doing such a chore outside on such a humid thursday evening? i have no more comments..
along the path to the nearby playground, i heard three households playing the piano. and the music emitted from those homes was really quite pleasant to the ears. even recognised one piece that was being played very melodiously. but uhm haha. she/he made a very obvious mistake halfway through the otherwise spotless piece. lol yup. eh no insights here lah. i just miss running my fingers across the keyboard and hearing something nice come out of it. but nope i still dont regret quitting piano after 8 years of learning.. i think i've gained an adequate knowledge of how to play skills, arpeggios and complex-looking scores. and its just nice enough. i cant be an astounding musician or a piano teacher this way, but its just good enough to be able to play the piano i think. =)
oh. then when walking past the park, i saw this guy in an unflattering singlet, running his guts out round the park. oops. thats not a very nice phrase to type. lol anyway it was close to 6.30 at that time. and he just looked like. a bleached oversized tofu running away from a mad cook or something. i couldnt hear from where i was strolling but im sure his footsteps were like boom boom boom like hello hello imma dinosaur; dinosaur passing please clear please clear that kind. lol seriously im not in any way prejudiced against plump and fair guys but it was really quite a sight! hahaha. wanted to just. roll on the floor and laugh at the nickname i gave him. oversized bleached tofu. :X
yup then i was homeee after a short walking distance =) for dinner i ate! like 12038170239 slices of luncheon meat! yumyum! :DD okay i shall get off diaryland and start on WR now. i feel like some irresponsible member of my pw group :|
18:26
with me! and many others im asking. :DD. assure you buckets and buckets and pails and trawlers of fun! teehee.
23:03
yup. but chemistry was just a disaster lah. upon receiving my paper i was just stoning. messaging didnt really help me feel any better. :| sigh. haha. i dropped grade from midyears. when everyone was just getting their distinctions and improving by heaps and bounds from midyears. my result just deteriorated like mad lah. it was quite depressing. no very. ahha. but i think im getting over it lah. as someone said, its just a school based test which means nothing. whats more important is whats ahead. a levels. that will determine what i get to study in uni. whether or not i get to take my dream course in uni depends on my a level results. eh actually i dont have a dream course yet haha. woah this is quite lame. but i suddenly.... feel like going overseas to study. haiyah impossible.
lol anyway what's left is math. and im just keeping my fingers crossed lah. yup. short entry. i'd rather keep things short nowadays.
22:42
and it just somehow made me feel damn inferior. like i dont deserve being with a particular smart alec in my life at present. and was thinking really very negative thoughts. like wanting to just. you know. let go. of something im not worth possessing. its truly a blatant fact that even the dumbest person around cant overlook. but then again, somehow, things are just going in the positive direction for once in that aspect of my life.. and im just damn grateful.
to my eternal sunshine who's ironically ever so black (woops):
thank you.& i love you.
just hoping the best for the rest of my core subject papers. yup. hopefully some miracle happens and i dont really screw up everythin i thought was okay. ugh but when do miracles ever happen.. besides the wondrous thing that happened when you magically appeared in that aspect of my life of course. actually knowing you was a miracle on its own..
hmmm. i wanna go home and sleep.
17:04
the past week has been a blast! lol. both in school and. out of school. haha. okay i shant elaborate much on the outside of school bit cuz i've written most of it in my diary alr. ahaha. =)
yes! open house preparations were kind of fun because of the company i was repeatedly with =) namely, charmaine, charmaine and charmaine :D we were staying back after mass dance rehearsal/pw lecture on tuesday i think. we were in the library, and there was this irritantpestretardedthing animate object that kept spouting rubbish in the library room while we were talking about a lot of stuff. really, we would've appreciated some peace. but we weren't given any. no privacy either. ugh you dont know how not zidong some people can be. okay actually im talking about my chairman who always, not surprisingly, plasters her butt to the chair. okay i didnt really intend for this to have any negative implication whatsoever. its purely for laughter's sake. so my most-adored chairman, please do not slaughter me should you ever read this. thank you. anyway you know im always joking right. ;D
ahha quite fun lah. on monday i kept insulting her 24/7 in the library with her around. and she seemed not to mind. OH and i found out that she is attached!!!! so erm. amusing! haha.
and yupyup as i was saying, i was talking to charmaine in the library on thursday afternoon =) and it was just really very nice. and because the chair was around, we took advantage of that fact and went through the marriage rites together with her as our pastor. hahha. the marriage proceedings went on pretty smoothly although the pastor had to depend on a script conjured by charmaine singlehandedly with few inputs from me. it was just so nice! but unfortunately, we werent married as a couple. but as best friends. but still, it was a damn nice ceremony to go through with my dear charmaine. i dont mind going through another with her really!
i, jacqueline * * *, take you, charmaine * * *, to be my best friend for all eternity. i promise to be true to you in good times and in bad, in sickness and in health. i will love you and honour you every single day of my life.
it was kind of gratifying to know that our five-year long and still running friendship has finally paid off. we can share anything and everything with each other now. and im sure it'll remain like that for years and years to come. even after jc and uni when we start life in the working world. we'll never cross each others paths in advancing in the complicated working arena. we'll continue to meet up and laugh at silly things and talk to each other about how absolutely boring our lives are and reminisce about the distant past; the past we shared together as classmates, then schoolmates, as facultymates and then as fellow competitors albeit friendly ones in society.
but somehow the above i typed sounds more hopeful than futuristic. lol. i dont know. but i just really hope we'll be best friends forever. just charmaine and i..
haha actually i got quite annoyed when she gave me a completely wrong answer when i asked who her best friend was. she said claudine! -.- who is Coincidentally her only sister, who's a younger one and a really young and pesky one, two years her junior. haha. but in the end we proceeded with the marriage and officially became best friends. what we're lacking now is just the marriage certificate and wingsrings! i wanna get one for the both of us. :D and wear it every every every day!
haha. anyways. we were at the library obviously doing open house preparations for library council as the library exco. charmaine's the vice president by the way! :D just a sidenote lol. yupyup. did many many pretty boards, cut and pasted pictures, coloured paper with my lovely handwriting and some other decorative stuff on the recycled plastic boards. ;D it was fun doing it with her you knoww. and sometimes her aesthetic senses really amaze me :D for someone who doesnt seem like she'll score in art & craft what she constructed out of rubbish especially was really good! haha. earlier on in the morning, we were mass making some stuff for reach, and she collected the extra cut straws for the boards. and stuck them haphazardly as the border of one of the boards. :D it was very nice CAN! :D some pictures below.
the library booth! lol i know it looks a bit pathetic but that was the best the few of us could manage.
the board charmaine and i did. :D with the straws! haha.
the ugly thing made by the chair. lol. aluminium foil. complete waste of library resources lol.
the first board charmaine and i did. which was a success lah considering how simple and sweet it looks =)
yesyes. and actually on that day, i was there early cuz i was told that mr nat had printed out the bookmarks for us in colour already. and the stupidchair asked me to go and cut them out. i would've gone without her ordering me to go really. because its my responsibility. her commanding me to go actually had some kind of reverse effect on me that made me Not want to go. but yes. i had to do it anyway. so i kind of skipped attendance taking and the learning of combined mass dance to do the cutting. all alone boohoohoo until the arrival of my best friend =) cut like most of the 120+ bookmarks that were printed out. woah. cut until damn tired :|
on friday morning, went early again to cut more bookmarks. haha. as usual i was alone again cuz i was super early. like before assembly and before the library was even open, i was there alr la! haha. so paiseh. just sat along the linkway facing the carpark and waited for the library to functional. haha.
and finally after lots of stuff.. we were done with preparing for our library booth! lol as can be seen from above, it looked quite hideously plain. but still better than some cca groups' lah ok! give us some credit for that. lol.
woah im damn tired alr. i've spent an hour on this entry so far?! omg. okay never mind. its worth it. =)
yupyup. open house was damn fun! did mass dance twice with the entire miranda house. after the fulldress rehearsal with a teacher commenter, she complimented our dance, hype and coordination lah :D and she ended her remarks with, miranda, wow, wow, wow! :DD i heard other houses' comments. they were nothing like ours! ahha. and true enough, for the actual interhouse mass dance competition, miranda won! :DDDD. i think that's the best form of recognition for jingxiong cuz its like. his hard efforts; his blood and sweat shed the past few months finally paid off with that first prize trophy and everythin. it was probably damn rewarding for him. and yes. he definitely did his job as vice captain of miranda house comm excellently. i just hope he can put in the same kind of effort for pw in the next few weeks especially, when our pw journey gets really hectic cuz of wr and op. sigh.
yesyes! mass dance was damn fun, damn fun, damn damn fun. oh yeah. wanted to say this. after the trial run of the dance in the early afternoon, i met miss aishah and she gave me the thumbs up, saying that i danced well. and that was like woah lah! haha. quite a nice feeling i got. but after thinking about it a while, i decided that she merely said it to console me about chemistry. earlier on, i asked her how i performed in chem promos. her first sentence was "you passed". and obviously i knew i didnt do well. so its. sigh. goodbye to chemistry h3. maybe i wont even be able to take h3 at all? haha. cuz ive got to get a minimum C for every subject i take. i asked her if i got C and above, and she was hesitant about answering. lol. i dont think i got my C then.... ugh ok shall stop thinking about it.
hmmmm okay! then thats about it lah. im still damn glad miranda won interhouse mass dance. :DD! maybe i'll upload the video one day? ahah. got my tiny dancing figure in the video. but surely damn difficult to spot even tho i was in the first class row and right smack in the middle. haha. =)
enjoyed myself thoroughly on openhouse! wonder if i'll attend next year? haha. scawee mawee. when its nearing a levels.. mao.
01:50
thinking and thinking and still thinking about the same. thing. i guess.
hello christang my dear dear friend:
if youre reading this, then good! actually i think i've already thanked you profusely yesterday, but seriously those thanks i said and typed to you aren't able to emphasise the gratitude i feel towards you. honestly speaking, i dont think anything i say or type will ever cause me to cease owing you the great big favour you did me. but im gonna type this anyway.
you're some damn nice guy man chris. probably an even nicer guy than nerd (haha okay i hope hes not gonna poke me for this; but actually i alr need to poke him 5 times. if he's to poke me once, i'll just wipe off one of the pokes he alr owes me :D) who, despite only knowing me for a few days and only said and waved hi on one occasion several days back, simply helped me out with such a great deal of generosity without even demanding for anything in return. like omg lah!!! i dont think ive ever met such a trusting nice guy like you before in my life.. and i really gotta say im super blessed to know you. =)
thank you for helping me subscribe to that brilliant new starhub plan with unlimited sms. its only with that, that i can really stay in contact with the person i truly love with all my heart. and its really a damn good feeling to have you know.. to be able to know what hes doing every single minute, without the need of getting worried over the already exploded phone bills that my pa's gonna have to find out and settle sooner or later.. so yesyes.
THANK YOU CHRISTOPHER!:D
on a side note, happy children's day and selamat hari raya to all ;D had a good holiday i presume? :DD. well i sort of didnt, but i guess still ok lah. w990i rocks! haha randomm.
01:14
i wont hesitate no more no more
it cannot wait im yours
well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn youre free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love
listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
a la peaceful melody
its your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved
so i wont hesitate no more no more
it cannot wait im sure
theres no need to complicate
our time is short
this is our fate; im yours
ive been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
and bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
my breath fogged up the glass
and so i drew a new face and laughed
i guess what im saying is there aint no better reason
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the season
its what we aim to do
our name is our virtue
i wont hesitate no more no more
it cannot wait im sure
no need to complicate
our time is short
it cannot wait im yours
well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and then youre free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
a la one big family
its your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved
00:38
went out in the morning with pa and ma to collect my passport at ica. but some crap happened and pa was damn pisst with ma. its nothing very new, but it kinda just hurt me to see him so fedup with her. but i can understand how he feels.. of course. the feeling of slapping her never subsides more than three days. woops! hhaha but obviously i'll never do that. rest assured =) i dont display my violent tendencies in front of my parents, its scary! hah. they may get heart attack or something. lol. anyway yes. my passport. the photo there is damn ugly! and its black and white. haha pa kept insisting they cheated his money. cuz he paid 70bucks for the online application thing. its really damn expensive lah. too expensive for just a few pages of crappy thing. with the hardcover thing. lol if you renew your passport you'll know lah!!
yups then returned home to have lunch, take a shower, then napp. lol. wanted to wake up at around 3.30pm to get prepared to take a lift from pa cuz needed to go to dhoby ghaut for various reasons that cant be mentioned here lol. =) lol later i'll still type lah.. but then at that time, i realized that to my ^&*() they were already about to leave the house!! OMG! -_- passed mummy back her handphone and waved goodbye. lao she actually totally forgot her mobile phone? haha good job. yeah and after that i was left at home deliberating whether i should still go out or not. sickening lor....
in the end i still did, on my own because i was feeling damn desperate! :| hha. met a nerd and two of nerd's friends. LOL. :X oh by the way!! i wanna mention something! along the way in the mrt, i was seated beside santa claus!! or rather someone who really resembled santa. hes got like a very receding hairline, almost bald, but had lots of beard and moustache. and looked very ancient. hes angmoh and REALLY! HE LOOKED EXACTLY LIKE SANTA in the wrong outfit! i dont remember what he was wearing already but certainly he wasnt in red and white and wasnt riding on reindeers. throughout the trip i was so tempted to ask whether id get a gift this year! lol.
okay sidetracked a little, lets go back to where i left off. haha. nerd plus two friends! haha. i was so not shy in front of them ok!! although i was hiding behind some fat pillar near the control station trying to prepare myself for the meeting. i was just preparing!!! and one of the nerd's friends who is i think also a nerd haha. is supremelyextremely TALL! like omg TALLL! lol scary. really. its scaryyy. and abnormal and freaky and hahaha okay im kidding. but yes, something out of the ordinary really. just said hi and they left. leaving me with the actual nerd. the one and only. =)
the nerd was in yellow, and was a dirty fellow! cuz yellow yellow dirty fellow! HAHA. said so yourself didnt you :X hahaha. got a gift for a friend then went to play pool which was not a very bad experience actually. though i lost two consecutive rounds despite the many giveaway attempts at saving me from shame. lol.
dinner was splendid. at fish&co near park mall. or was it in park mall? haha i dont know! but the ambience was great, except for the too loud music (it was nice tho. there was a live band there. the songs they sang were damn nice lor. especially im yours by jason mraz and maroon five's wont go home without you). everything in the restaurant smelled delicious. and really, pink passion tastes like pink cough medicine. you must trust me on this!! yes. so next time you wanna try some drink as 'exotic' sounding as pink passion, just drink cough drop instead. =) and maybe you can add a cherry inside + seven to fourteen ice cubes. and there you go, mocktail for you ;D
hmm. what happened after that! ooh. i walked with the nerd to.. some place with cute balls as lights to sit on the floor. haha. here are some pictures of the nice balls! =)
haah liked them. especially when theyre a blur. and somehow someone liked the erm weird luminous effect my lousy hp camera made it give. lol. nerds ah... they have really queer taste. in both meanings of the word. ha.
yawn then at simei mrt station something happened!!! someone got damn demoralized and i got damn apologetic!!! my fault. soweee. okay im sowee nerd nerd. please forgive me, mao!
okie dokie damn sleepy alr. its 3:46am ahh!
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